I’m a long time lover of the musical Wicked and specifically the song, “For Good.” I’ve written a post about it before because it is a song I’ve held close since we sang it at my high school graduation and it’s just a song that sums up how I feel about many of the people who have played a significant role in making me who I am today. One of my favorite parts of the song is the first verse which says,
“I’ve heard it said,
that people come into our lives
for a reason
bringing something we must learn.
And we are led to those
who help us most to grow, if we let them.
And we help them in return”
I believe in these powerful lyrics because I believe that we serve a sovereign God who places people in our lives to fill specific needs and places us in the lives of others so that we can fill their needs. He is mighty, wonderful, and mysterious like that. I look back over relationships that I’ve had just since I have entered my twenties and know that there are people who were sent to lift me up, help me grow, or teach me lessons. I also look back at relationships where I know, without a doubt, that God sent me to that person so that I could encourage them, teach them, or even carry them through a tough time. Some of these relationships led to heartbreak or temporary bitterness on my end. Some of these people I haven’t spoken to in years and others are the ones pulling me through every day. Many of these relationships I look back on and can clearly tell you why that person was placed in my life- or why I was placed in theirs.
There are those…and then there are the relationships that make me wonder, “Why, Lord?” A little while back I met a guy. He was handsome, intentional, charming, and kind. He pursued me (BIG deal for me). We went on a real first date. We laughed. He even laughed at my jokes (another BIG deal for me). What I liked most, we had fun. As seems to be the case with a lot of good things, it was short-lived and ended as quickly as it began leaving lots of confusion and no clear answer of “why” this guy came into my life at all. What purpose did it serve?
A few weeks ago I read a post on Facebook by Lysa TerKeurst. It said,
“Have you ever wondered why God would allow something to happen?…These three possible reasons have brought me tremendous comfort when I don’t understand…
1. He’s protecting me from something worse.
2. He’s providing something better that I can’t even fathom yet.
3. It’s all part of the process of growing me closer to Him.”
While this post was discussing events I think it is very applicable to those people (and relationships) that leave you confused because you just don’t get why, those that leave you saying, “what was the point?” After reading it I just kept reminding myself that with my situation, He was protecting me. I didn’t (and still don’t) know or understand why he would be protecting me so I’m not sure why I focused in on that one–but I did. Tonight, though, my heart shifted a little. I started thinking about the “better” than what I can fathom right now. The “better” guy, the “better” friend, the “better” relationship with Him. The Lord loves us and knows far better, even when we can’t admit it and even when we struggle to trust Him with it. He knows the relationships that will grow us. He knows the ones that will change us “for good.” He knows how to prepare us for the “betters” that we can’t fathom. So tonight, here’s to reflecting on all of the “for goods” of the past and present, and trusting God for the “betters” that are surely coming!